i'm feeling particularly sad

I'm not entirely certain why I'm feeling particularly sad, but I am. Could be partially hormonal. Could be partly because I know that Manda and Johnny are trying to leave South Texas as soon as possible. Can't they stay at least until May? Okay, okay, I do want what's best for them, even if that means going to the other side of the country, but that doesn't mean I have to be jolly about the possibility. What else is making me sad? Not sure.